Let down, Let go.

There are moments
You freeze, frame
You keep 'em close
To your heart wishing
They would last
A lifetime.

Cause you know that
They mean so much
To you. They are all
That you had ever
Wished for. They are
All that matter to You.

But when times change
Those very moments
Come back like painful
Bullets firing past
Just to hurt you
Haunt you, pain you.

Making you wish that
They had never ever
Happened to you.
Those few seconds
That you cherished as
Priceless gems
Are now the ones
You dread.

Those moments that
Gave you a high
sent you flying
Thinking About
The person you love
Now push you deeper
Into that hole.

Its amazing what
Time can do
To you ,To people
To reasons, To time
You just can't figure
You are just left
Wondering, deranged.

Its hard to get over
You can't run away
You can't hide
Those feelings beneath
You just have to let
Time take over
You just have to
Learn to..... let go.

The End of...

Wondered, hovered
Over slants of arrogant art
Admiring, The Vanishing
Pieces Of the Golden heart.

Deceived her, Policed her
Were chunks of Disregard
Directed her, Misdirected her
Was Deception down this boulevard.

The efforts in, No fractions been
Her Life's been hit hard
Continuing, since the beginning
Her underrated love , no reward.

Endured in, Solace within
More than once, She kept mum
She now can stand alone, No more
He was the one, Now he's none.